School wasn’t easy for Madeleine as a child. When she changed New York schools in the fourth grade, she struggled with her classmates and teachers who criticized her for being disorganized, not particularly athletic, and quite shy. She felt picked on unfairly by people who didn’t really know her; in the fifth grade, a teacher accused her of plagiarizing a poem she entered in a contest—and won—because of how well-written it was. These labels can understandably impact someone’s sense of self, making them feel insecure, angry, frustrated, or sad. Writing, reading, and journaling helped Madeleine ground herself. Her favorite book as a child was Louise Maude Montgomery’s Emily of New Moon. She found several similarities between herself and main character Emily—from living on islands to having fathers with ailing health conditions.
Madeleine was 12 years old when the Camps moved abroad for her father’s health. While her mother was fine with her attending local schools, her father really wanted a formal education for her. So, Madeleine was enrolled at Châtelard in Montreux, Switzerland—a strict boarding school that would be a hit-and-miss experience she attended for three years. Châtelard’s rules “gave Madeleine a lifelong antipathy to bureaucracy and automation,” which readers might recognize in the conformity and rule-abiding strictness at Camazotz from A Wrinkle in Time. Châtelard’s students were rarely given privacy and had to obey strict rules at all hours of the day. So, Madeleine used her imagination to escape her surroundings, honing the ability to write anywhere she needed to, regardless of how restrictive the environment felt (and regardless of whether she got in trouble for it).
A photo of Madeleine L’Engle taken circa 1932 while she lived in Switzerland. Photo © Crosswicks, Ltd.
By 1933, when Madeleine was in ninth grade, another series of global and personal events impacted the Camp family. Adolf Hitler, who later became a destructive and dictatorial leader in Germany responsible for countless atrocities, was rising to power, causing a growing political intensity in Europe. The Great Depression in the United States continued to hurt American citizens as well as have ripple effects beyond its borders. And the Camps were witnessing these major events as Americans living abroad in Switzerland, a country that borders Germany. The family finally decided to return stateside in the summer of 1933 upon learning that Madeleine’s grandmother (nicknamed Dearma) was sick in Jacksonville, Florida.
In the fall of 1933, Madeleine was sent to Ashley Hall, a boarding school in Charleston, South Carolina, while her parents remained in Florida to be close to Dearma. Compared to her experiences at Châtelard, Madeleine had a more enjoyable social and creative life at Ashley Hall. Her grades still depended on the subject—she remained stronger in language arts and was challenged in math and science—but she made close friends. She joined the drama club and both performed and wrote new works for the club. She participated in the school’s student council, which gave her leadership responsibilities. She attended summer camp and spent time back in Florida with her parents and their extended family. Sadly, Dearma died right before Madeleine returned for her second year at Ashley Hall. Madeleine journaled about her grief, “I feel as though my feelings were all bottled up inside me, and I can’t take the cork out. I wish I could. It would be such a relief if I could just write everything out… And I read in another book that a person is never dead until you have forgotten them, so Dearma can never be dead to me, because I will never forget her.” She kept writing and sought opportunities to stretch and improve her style. This included being the assistant editor of the school’s literary magazine; submitting poetry to magazines (and dealing with rejection letters when they came); and sending her work to her parents for their thoughts.